Wednesday, December 29, 2010

love is..love does..love has.. :)

love touches you once but lasts a life time so love forever , 
to love someone is much better than loving nobody. 
it does not matter when you find that love its when it finds you .
 god has created such an amazing thing as love which is so beautiful and no word can describe it can only be felt and touched by someone. 
never doubt love cause it will never fail you or let you down its how you express that love which matter and in what amount. 
so people who don't know what love is or never felt it not to worry cause it will come at least once or many in your lifetime . 
i have felt it and i know what love is it's an amazing thing specially when it happens to someone as amazing and special as i have the love off my life who I'm ready to do anything for anytime anywhere no matter what . and it's my one an only love which taught me so much about love , i can't stop loving you my love for you won't decrease or lesson only increase day by day forever till eternity . 
i love you I love you now and forever more , love the most of most of infinite most



you!

It was you!


it was you that made me truly smile when we shared our first joke .

it was you that stuck out your hand and gave me an invisible poke

it was you that helped me realize all the person i could potentially be.

when i thought i was shrouded in darkness and could not see.

It was you that made me realize life was worth the time of living.

to cary on and to continue giving.

It was you that helped me through the hard times the good times and the thick and thin

every time i speak of you or here your lovely name i cant help but not grin

It was you that took my heart and gave it wings to fly.

so that you my cherish it and keep it in hopes that it will never die.

It was you that inspired me with these words to say.

so that you could carry my love with you throughout the day



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Black and White

 The sun never rises
And the moon is not bright
There's no color, there's no smile
There's no evil, there's no war
There's no reason to fight
This world is boring, only black and white
My mind wanders and longs for the lights
I turn up the tunes and colors take flight
The melodies spawn rainbows, destroying the nights
This world is no longer just black and white


Saturday, December 18, 2010

untitled

girl : you look so tired, are you sick?
boy : i just get cold (sneeze)
girl : where do you put your medicine?
boy : front of me
girl : on the desk?
boy : no, no. i said in front of me
girl : ....
boy : don't go
girl : eh?
boy : please
girl : hey, where did you put your medicine? your body temperature is high
boy : i feel so cold (cough) please don't go
girl : eh?
boy : i need you
girl : what's wrong with you?
boy : (pulled cover) hoof... it's so cold, please warm me up
girl : do you want some pouridge?
boy : no, i want you
girl : i think you should take a rest. okay i gotta go, take care.
boy : (stand, gain) no! please
girl : but, it's already late, just take care :)
boy : (hold girl's hand) can you just stay here and take care of me? i really need you
girl : haha don't kidding me (with her panic face)
boy : (hold her cheek, kiss her lips) i love you, stay here (whisper in hear)

inspired by : Rizky Suharyadi's blog

Monday, November 15, 2010

V :)

I have been in relationship
with Vino Ardianto
since 14-11-10^_^


i just found him
and he just got me  :)
it'd  be nice,  even i  have been hurt before
i hope there will be no more tears
from him :)



read those pictures ! :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Happy Birthday :)

 Happy Birthday
and now I am 15th years old :*



Monday, October 25, 2010

Just the Girl - The Click Five

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her


And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined


Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

i hope there will be someone who sing me this song

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Loneliness ;(

i think that every girl are always waited by someone. but now, what am i doing? Am i waiting, or being waited?
I like nobody now, how about anybody? Is there anybody likes me? I don't think so. I want to have a lover, just one.
Not more than it (I'm not player). I used to think, am i normal? Of course i am, i like Martin Johnson and his other BLG's friends, i like Henry Lau, i like Ye sung too

But why i don't get any boyfriend?
am i too focus of school? LOL~i don't think so, i study, but i play and laugh at the same time ;P
Boys in my school, they are my type but I'm really not interested on them, kewl!

The first time i got a boy, i said "no thing's changing", the second time i got a boy i said "boys are suck,you have big mouth, bigger than crocodile's. Nightmare for wasting my time with you, jerk"
sounds stupid if i need boy now, after I've been hurt. I have boy FRIENDS but they have their own girls, so how about me when they are with their girls? lonely yeah LOL
sometimes i want to cry out loud if i see my sister with his boy on Saturday night, go out, have dinner, goodnight kiss forehead lol, what i do? do homework, if i remember lol


 I'm not sexy, I'm not tall enough, I'm not pretty, not elegant, and confusing.
i think people who are worse than me have their own boy,
so, WHY I CAN'T GET ONE?hmm (tawakal)

I think that every princess has her knight and my prince is still fighting to get me, I'm sure that one day he will come after he wins the fight.
He still in fight now i think :) good luck.
He is the one who will make me addicted to him, I just has to be patien. 

I am not alone, I am just lonely.
Loneliness is good when you want to cry, but when you cry
you will need someone to hug.
Don't ever ever want to be alone when you have people that love you around you
if you don't wanna get lonely like I do ;) 




Tuesday, September 7, 2010

That's How Your Life Has To Be

Sometimes when i just get something hard to do, i say 'Oh No!! Who can help me?'
Even when i don't try it yet. I don't have any encourage to solve it, to finish it, or to end it,
Maybe that's why i never do my work perfectly.  I'm scared of myself,that myself cannot make something good. It means that i don't have any confidence.
I can do it but i really don't wanna do it. It means that i'm scared.



Like a man who want to kill theirself because they are left by someone that they really love. It's not because of the death of people that leave them, but because they are scared to go on without them.

Like a boy, who is left by his girl he says ' I'm breathing because you're here' so when the girl leaves or die or whatever he wants to die too because he thinks that nothing he can do in this world without her.

Hey life must go on, throw your fear of everything think twice before you leave your life for unimportant thing, think twice before you feel unsure about something.
Every story has the end, but story life has the end to make the new story.
When it starts there will be an ending. But the ending is the way how to starts other stories.

That's why life has to go on ;)


what you start, it's what you have to end!!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

do you know him?

what do you think ab out him? is he cute? or handsome? or cool?
he is good looking, of course yeah^^
not only good looking, if you talk to him, you will know how kind he is

i never get bored if i talk to him
it's serious!

i know him from omegle, i felt glad when i know he was not one of naked guy on omegle haha
he sang Hug - DBSK and that was when i realized he is very friendly
this is the first time i write about stranger in my blog


try to talk to korean, they are not only good looking
but also nice^^

Minal aidin wal faidzin

Ramadhan is coming, so i apology for every mistakes that i've done
this month is what moslems wait for, i feel so happy that God still give me age to do fast for a month this year. Thanks god :')
i hope Ramadhan in this year will give me so many kindness and i can get Lailatul Qadr night this year, amen :)
Everyone can be like diamond if they try to, and never give up to be, pray and try that's the key
My mum said ;)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

SMAN 61 JAKARTA

udah lama banget gue tidak mengetik di blog ini
okee, yang pertama gue sudah menjadi anak/murid di SMAN 61 JAKARTA
lagi lagi mnengecewakan orang tua, meskipun nem gue gak buruk
dan orang tua gue udah bilang mama papa bangga sama achy tapi ntah kenapa
gue ngeliat sinar kekecewaan di wajah mereka (halah)
tapi gue bakal buktiin meskipun gue gak diterima di SMA yang orang tua gue mau
tapi gue bisa lebih berprestasi dari apa yang orang tua gue kira (amin)

terus lagi, pas MOS gue dapet kelompok KOFI ANNAN
hahaha yel yel nya:
kofi annan yang membuat 61 membara~
dengan para kakak OSIS yang cantik dan tampan~
dengan para orang yang selalu berdendang~
akan membuat kamu terlena
karena koffi annan~
KOFI ANNAN digoyang!!!!
assssssoooooy!!
kebanyakan dari liriknya tuh gue yang bikin makanya aneh banget jadinya haha
 terus setelah MOS ada surprise haha
gue dibeliin hape baru tipe *****
huaaaaa girang nyaaaa

abis MOS dan sbaru aja balik dari LDKS selama 3 hari
dan gue baru tau kalooooo..
kakak kakak osis NITYAMETI SUBHA PRATIJNA
itu garaaang semua walaaah kiceeeep!!
terus mana kelompok gue terbuang banget
di daftar nya gak ada kelompok Sister Carol Keehan
ck meskipun terbuang pada akhirnya kelompok gue yang paling eksis di LDKS
terkenal karena selalu teriak teriak OXYCAN~!
saking norak nya gak pernah liat nyentuh make oxycan haha

dan sekarang suara gue abis
seneng deh abis pulang LDKS bisa megang hape lagi
bisa meluk mister mario bros haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa muah muah

Sunday, July 4, 2010

mood :) atau :(

akhir-akhir ini aku merasa moody
yang awalnya bnagun pagi-pagi (jam 10?) aku ngerasa kaya darah naik-turun
mungkin stressed nungguin pengumuman PPDB
atau mungkin saking ga mood nya sama PPDB yang server nya selalu error
padahal udah ga semesti nya hal itu terjadi, karena ini bukan yang pertama kali nya dilakukan sistem online
pakai alasan overload pula.
alesan macam maneu pula tu.. jumlah siswa udah dikurangin sama yang ikut tes RSBI
udah di undur pengumumannya, diulang pula daftar nya (geleng-geleng, ngelus dada)

baik nya kaka ku dua-dua nya lagi di rumah, yaa setidaknya ada temen bosen dan ada temen jalan deh
tapi kayanya lebih banyak bosennya deh..

kalo malem sambil nungguin world cup, rasanya aku pengen ngocoooor gitu
perasaan aku ga enak banget, ntahlah apa yang dipikirin
aaaaaanjiiiiing badmood banget deh ah

kalo udah kaya gini mau ngapain coba ah
nonton ga ada temen, ga ada yang sms palingan rama, atau gak ryan, terus dimas(nyampah)
pengen ngancurin keyboard laptop deh

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itu barcode, eh link blog deh, atau link download nomer handphone aku?
*stressed

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

ingin atau butuh?

tiba-tiba saya memikirkan apa yang saya inginkan dan yang saya butuhkan
ntahlah, saya tidak tahu apa yang membuat hal itu terbesit dalam pikiran saya
tapi sekarang saya tahu bahwa keinginan dan kebutuhan itu sangat berbeda
dan kalian juga harus bisa membedakannya

jadi gini:
ketika kalian melihat teman-teman kalian memakai dress yang amat cantik
pasti kalian menginginkan yang lebih indah, betul?

atau ketika kalian melihat boneka mario bros sedang memegang toad
pasti kalian ingin sekali bukan untuk memilikinya? (sebenernya gue yang pengen -__-)

tetapi kalian tidak membutuhkan itu semua
keinginan itu hanya sekedar influence atau apa yang sedang kita sukai
tetapi bukan hal yang benar-benar kita gunakan.

sekarang begini:
ketika kalian melihat jam tangan adid*s (sensor merk) bergambar mario bros seharga 120.000 x_X, tetapi disatu sisi pulsa kalian habis
atau ketika rambutmu harus perawatan mahal setiap bulan dan tetapi kalian  belum belanja bulanan
nah!! disinilah kalian harus bisa membedakan mana keinginan dan mana kebutuhan
perhatikan! komunikasi lebih penting dari pada jam itu, toh juga masih ada jam tangan yang lain, tapi yang kalian inginkan adalah mario bros atau apa yang terlukis di jam itu bukan?
waktu dan komunikasi sangant penting, tetapi mana yang lebih penting?
dan satu lagi, perawatan mahal untuk rambut hanya dalam sehari, tetapi ketika kita belanja bulanan, kita menghabiskan jumlah uang yang sama untuk merawat rambut tetapi dalam jangka waktu yang lebih panjang.
dan toh juga kalian bisa membelanjakan uang bulanan untuk membeli perawat rambut yang lebih murah kan?

jadi saya menyimpulkan bahwa,
apa yang kalian inginkan belum tentu kalian butuhkan,
tetapi.....
apa yang kalian butuhkan sudah pasti kalian inginkan ^^

kalian tahu kenapa saya menulis ini?
karena berhemat itu sangat asyik, ketika saya mencoba untuk tidak menghabiskan coklat dalam sehari memang rasanya berat
tetapi ketika saya membeli kotak kecil coklat lebih mudah untuk saya menghabiskannya dalam waktu 3 hari ^^

sekarang, ayo kalian coba untuk berhemat. gak akan rugi^^

Friday, June 11, 2010

curcol ;)

gue emang udah emosi waktu itu, tapi gue udah mikirin kali resiko nya gak kaya lo yang ngerokok tapi ga mau ambil resiko

udah lama banget sebenernya gue mau mutusin dia, tapi waktu itu sayang gue ke dia ngalahin apapun
sampe akhirnya gue sadar, gue bego banget karena gue pertahanin dia. gue sakit banget kalo inget kesalahan dia njir!
waktu gue mutusin dia, jujur aja gak sedikit pun air mata gue netes man~
apa karena gue udah mati rasa atau sakitnya berlebihan ntah gue gak tau, yang jelas gue puas mutusin dia
tapi ini yang bikin gue nangis, saat dia setres dan dia udah ngerokok lagi dia nyantai bgt bilang "kita cuma berantem besar"
padahal waktu itu gue bilang "gak ada toleransi kalo kamu ngerokok" dan dia ngerti waktu gue ngomong itu
dia juga bilang "aku gak ngerokok karena aku sayang kamu" tapi nyatanya lo ngerokok kan?
berarti dia gak sayang gue APAPUN ALASANNYA.
ga bisa berhenti nangis waktu dia bilang "kita cuma berantem besar" padahal dia udah ngerokok. GUE GAK MAU PUNYA PACAR PEROKOK!

dulu waktu sayang gue ke dia ngalahin apapun dia kemana? dia sama siapa? dia peduliin siapa? dia gak pernah peduliin gue tapi giliran gue diperhatiin orang lain dia langsung ngeblacklist tuh orang,
waktu itu harusnya gue langsung aja ngeblacklist orang yang ngeblacklist sahabat gue.eh kan dulu masih sayang
giliran udah mati rasa, baru deh ngejar ngejar hahahahahahaha

gue malu kalo punya pacar perokok, gengsi gede, ga bisa ngambil resiko, ga bisa bertanggung jawab, GA BISA DIPUTUSIN alahalah
perokok tuh banci, gengsian itu cewe, ga bisa ambil resiko tuh maling, ga bisa bertanggung jawab tuh bayi, GA BISA DIPUTUSIN TUH DIA!
nih gue ajarin biar lo bisa diputusin, gak cuma mutusin!lo terlalu jago ngedapetin cewe, tapi lo gak jago pertahanin cewe
gue koleksi lo yang ke berapa ya? mau tau deh.eh gue koleksi apa sampah ya haha

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

putus

cuma mau ngepost kalo gue udah putus pda hari Jumat, 21 May 2010

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

do you know...

yang gue rasain sekarang cuma B.O.S.E.N
apa aja penyebab bosen?
-ga ada sms
-ga ada kerjaan
-yang online alay semua, bahkan gak ada yang online
-yang ngetweet dikit
-gerah
-pengen jalan tapi 
 1.ga ada temen
 2.ga ada uang
 3.ga dibolehin
-ga ada mainan
-dvd udah beribu kali di liat


bayangkan jika anda merasakan itu semua sekaligus
gilasumpahparahguebosenabistaugasampahdeh

Monday, May 17, 2010

written by, Achy

......
(Junsu POV)


tingtong~ (suara bel apartemenku)
ku harap itu cathering


"yoocheon?"
"ya aku tahu kau marah dan benci pada ku, tapi kumohon kau untuk mengetahui sesuatu"
"baiklah, kita ke taman."


Di taman


"apa yang ingin kau bicarakan?"
"ntah kenapa begitu berani aku mengatakan ini."
"cepat katakan, waktuku tidak banyak."
"baiklah, yang pertama ingin ku katakan padamu yaitu aku sangat menyesal dan ingin minta maaf atas kejadian waktu itu."
"lalu?"
"kedua, aku ingin menjelaskan bahwa sebenarnya aku tidak pernah mencintai Taeyon."
"lalu kenapa kau terlihat begitu senang ketika bersamanya?"
"aku hanya ingin membuat mu membenci Taeyon, dan Taeyon membenci mu."
"aish, kau ini.."
"ya maafkan aku, kumohon"
"pabo!"
"dan satu lagi yang harus kukatakan dan yang terpenting, aku.."
"kau ini memang gila yoocheon ya~"
aku segera berlalu dari hadapan pria yang lebih besar dari padaku itu,tetapi, dia segera menarik tangan ku lagi dan membawaku ke arah pohon besar, dan kini wajahku dengan wajahnya hanya berjarak 3 cm.
"dengar, aku melakukan ini karena aku tidak ingin kau mencintai siapa pun." yoocheon membentakku
"mm maksudmu?"tanyaku sambil menelan ludah, aku semakin takut dengan sikap nya yang tiba-tiba membuatku merinding.
"aku mencintaimu junsu"
"MWO!! kau ini gila ya?" aku mendorong yoocheon menjauh dari ku.
"aku tidak mungkin salah, aku mencintaimu." kata nya dan mendekatkan lagi dirinya pada ku dan dia memegang pipiku. "aku mencintaimu, bukan Taeyon."lanjutnya



"kau ini gay!! kau gila!"aku mendorong nya lagi.
"i always wait you to be mine" dia memegang pipiku, dan mendekatkan wajahnya padaku lagi.
"ke.. kenapa kau?"
"aku juga tidak mengerti kenapa aku mencintaimu seperti ini"
"kenapa kau bodooh!!?"
"aku.. aku hanya.."
"kenapa kau tidak mencintai Taeyon, dan malah mencintaiku yang jelas membenci mu?"
"kumohon jangan sebut nama itu lagi."
"kenapa kau tidak suka aku menyebut Taeyon Taeyon Taeyon Taeyo..."
seketika bibir yoocheon mendarat di bibir ku, aku tersentak kaget dan mencoba melepaskan ciuman itu, tapi usaha ku sia sia dia memelukku sangat erat.
aku terus berusaha menghentikan ciuman itu, dan akhirnya aku dapat melepaskan ciuman itu.
"yoocheon ya~ aku.. aku tidak ingin bertemu lagi dengan mu"
"jun... junsu ya~ aku..."

.......

(eaea, yang gue tulis yang itu doang. soalnya itu bagian yang paling gue suka, ada sih yang lebih gue suka yang bagian "eaea" nya haha.gak mungkin lah gue tulis di blog, ntar blog gue jadi blog bokep lagi)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Go - BLG lyrics *kyaaaaa

Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find your way up out of here
‘Cause you’ve been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope that today you’ll face your fears

Yeah I know that it’s not easy
I know that it’s so hard
Follow the lights to the city
And get up and

Go, take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah I know you can make it through
‘Cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight
Let’s go make everything alright
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got

Oh yeah I know that it’s not easy
I know that it’s hard
Yeah it’s not always pretty

Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life falling on
Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring
Are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
Enough is enough, you can stop waiting to breathe
And don’t wait up for me

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
You can spend your whole life holding on

Don’t look back just go
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on

Don’t look back just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t spend your whole life holding on

Yeah

simdikdki.org


no key~
berkat belajar berdoa nonstop tahajud
alhamdulillah ya Allah

Monday, May 10, 2010

I realized

i realized, you really care about me
i just realized who is the right friends
and what should friend do when their friend is in the wrong way
thank you Dicky :''''(

Saturday, May 8, 2010

we passed it :D

annyeong~


gue mau ngepost sesuatu yang paling membahagiakan
gue itu lamban banget dalam belajar dan ngerti sesuatu
waktu gue gak lama lagi bakal ngadepin Ujian Nasional
waktu itu tanggal 29 Maret 2010 dan gue masih bodoh banget dalam fisika dan biologi
bukannya ga bisa, tapi seklinya ngerti pasti langsung lupa
semenjak gue sadarin kekurangan gue, gak berhentinya gue dzikir doa tahajud 
dan yang pasti belajar (sambil nangis nangis) diajarin Ninin sama Ojhie
dan makasih buat kerjasama nya waktu UN sama Lala dan Cile


gue sempet pasrah dan mikir buat pake "key"
tapi temen gue yang nama nya Nindya Kinanti Paramasasi
selalu ngingetin gue untuk ga pake kunci
dan ga disangka sangka aja nem gue sebagai anak yang biasa aja
dan tanpa menggunakan kunci bisa dibilang bangus (banget)
dan bisa ngalahin yang pake kunci


like what my mom said,
diamond always be a diamond
and glitter coppers, one day they will show their carat


usaha bukan hal yang mudah, tapi nyerah itu bisa dilakukan siapa pun
don't give up as long as you can breath
when you fall fail, just try and try again


Allah maha adil, usaha yang dilakukan sama umatNya gak akan pernah disia siakan
kalo lo gagal artinya lo belom maksimal ;)
Allah paling ga suka kalo umatNya itu berputus asa
gue juga mikir, ngapain hidup kalo gagal doang rasanya udah pengen mati^^


gatau bakal satu sekolah sama siapa aja
yang pasti bakal banyak yang beda SMA
willmissyouall<333

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

6 bulan

tanggal 4 Mei kemaren gue sama Rama 6 bulanan loh
hahaha seneng banget deh hihi
perasaan gue masih sama aja kaya dulu
tapi ada satu hal yang gue pikirin, takuuuuuuuut
takut segalanya deh, soalnya gue udah mikirin yang macem macem
tapi sudahlah jodoh juga gak akan kemana

oiya gatau nih ye kenapa gue bawaannya sekarang kesel mulu sama rama
heran banget, suddenly the tears fall down onto my face
hemm.. kalo Rama baca semoga dia gak ngira gue udah bosen
ngga sama sekali kok, ada sesuatu yang mau gue perbaiki aja
karena rasa "ketakuan" itu makanya gue mau "memperbaiki"
semoga aja lo ngerti deh ram


it's special
when i sit down, and there's no one can hear me
i pray for you,
"God, I know one thing "he loves me" i don't know how much he loves me
but i'm sure those much is true. God please, let him know that I need him,
and I hope when he knows everything he can love me forever."
I don't care how much my tears fall for you, but I care when you fall for me,
and I care how much love that you give to me.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

NINDYA KINANTI PARAMASASI

NININ apa yang anda rasa ketika membaca tulisan merah itu?
biasa saja kah?
bingung kah?
heran kah?
takut kah?
merinding kah?
senang kah?
bahagia kah?
sesak kah?
mual kah?
bosan kah?

saya jawab YA untuk semua pertanyaan itu
satu kata untuk makhluk ini MIRACLE, why?
karena tidak ada satu pun manusia yang bisa melakukan apa yang
dilakukan makhluk ini.
saya memanggil nya NININ, why?
saya juga tidak tahu, saya ikut ikutan saja hahaha

cukup basa basi nya...

NINDYA KINANTI PARAMASASI
ini tuh dari dulu gue masih penasaran dia tuh cewe apa cowo
kayanya cewe soalnya:
dia suka cowo (imut, cantik bukan ganteng)
dia tiap bulan dapet
dia ke sekolah pake rok
di facebook gender nya female

kayanya dia cowo soalnya:
lo liat dia dari atas sampe bawah nahlo
ketebak dah lo pasti ngira dia cowok hahahahahaha

gue bersyukur deh ketemu sama manusia kaya dia
one of million tau gak hahah
lo cari dari kutub ke kutub, dari bujur ke bujur
cuma satu gue yakin deh sumpah
dia tuh:
-baik banget
-pinter banget
-lucu banget
-aneh banget (superduper)
-agamanya kuat
-ganteng (banget)
-cantik (kalo gue dandanin)
segalanya deeeeeh, lo liat nih orang bermacem macem deh pendapat lo
ini deh manusia ajaib parah sumpah asli, salah satu temen gue yang paling gue sayang
muah muah deh buat lo nin

berawal dari kelas 8 gue kenal di di kelas 8.1 di 199
udah keliatan freak nya noh dia
gue sama dia sempet bikin geng gitu nama nya ****
sama 2 temen gue yang lainnya hehehe
tapi ternyata gue gak betah jadi udahan aja laaah

pas kenaikan kelas 9 ternyata gue sekelas lagi sama dia
di kelas bilingual cooooyy hahahaha
(dia sih pantes masuk bilingual, lah gue?)

pas kelas 9 tambah tambah lagi gue akrab sama dia
makin cinta deh gue sama dia, sumpah ya baik banget
setiap gue ke tempat bimbel ** (sensor merk)
selalu bareng dan dia sering banget ngajarin gue,
apalagi kalo di kelas fisika gue sering banget di ajarin dia

gue makasih banget sama lo yah nin
lo juga yang ngasih tau gue doa "Allahumma yassir walaa tu'assir"
Ya Allah mudahkanlah, jangan disukarkan pas mau UN tuh itu
langsung tenang gueabis baca doa itu heemm

sekarang udah mau masuk SMA, aaaah dia mah tenang tinggal tunjuk
hahaha jangan lupa ama gue lo kalo udah famous ntar eahahaha
inget di 199 yang paling nge fans sama lo ampe nulis di blognya kaya gini

inget ya lo 1 kata dari gue buat lo itu "KEAJAIBAN"
hahaha muah muah muah muah ampe dower nin buat lo

Friday, April 16, 2010

my beloved boy

i wanna tell you about my boyfriend named Trikurnia Rahmadi
call him Rama or Rambo and don't call him Ramze it's too special^^

we have been in relationship for 5 months, 5 months feels like 10 years lol~

berawal dari kelas MOS di 199 dulu, itu pertama kali nya gue liat Rama
dalem hati gue bilang "anjrit, jerapah~"
gue akrab sama dianya itu pas OSIS, dia tuh wakil OSIS di 199 hebat ya^^
pas OSIS gue gak pernah rukun ama dia, ada aja hal yang diributin

satuhalyangloharustau kalo lo bisa ngalahin bacotnya Rama gue kasih 4 jempol buat lo
tapi sebacot bacotnya Rama, tetep baik kok (justru bacotnya yang bikin gue sayang)

lanjuuut...
pas masa jabatan OSIS angkatan gue sama Rama mau abis nah disitu tuh si Rama agak kalem gitu ama gue
gue bingung noh cara sms nya bedaaaaaaa banget deh

abis selese UAS noh waktu itu tanggal 4 November 2009 tepatnya ulang tahun gue
dia nembak gue ciiiaaaaaaaaaaaah beruang pink~~ lol
geter semua badan gue pas dia nembak "anjrit? lo sinting ya ram?" dalem hati gue
ckckck luckily aja ya pas semalem ada bisikkan Rama nembak gue gitu
terus ada juga bisikkan yang bilang "Rama berubah" hahaha
gue ambil deh tuh beruang pink hahahahahahaha

yang tadi gue bilang 5 months feels like 10 years
banyak banget deh kesannya, ckck sensasi nya banyak banget daaaaah
berasa goblok iya, berasa pinter iya, berasa laknat iya, berasa alim juga iya hahahahaa

saranghaeyo Ramze kun~

INTRODUCTION

udah selese un, gua bikin nih blog hahahahahaha
sekalian menunjukkan kecintaan gue pada mario bros

makasih buat kaka nda yang bantuin bikin blog
sekalian gue minta doa yang buka blog ini biar gue masuk SMA negeri yang gue mau
doain yaa semua anak 199 lulus dengan nilai sempurna
biar bisa dapet peringkat 1-2-7 amiiin *kata pak hasan*