Loneliness ;(

i think that every girl are always waited by someone. but now, what am i doing? Am i waiting, or being waited?
I like nobody now, how about anybody? Is there anybody likes me? I don't think so. I want to have a lover, just one.
Not more than it (I'm not player). I used to think, am i normal? Of course i am, i like Martin Johnson and his other BLG's friends, i like Henry Lau, i like Ye sung too

But why i don't get any boyfriend?

am i too focus of school? LOL~i don't think so, i study, but i play and laugh at the same time ;P

Boys in my school, they are my type but I'm really not interested on them, kewl!

The first time i got a boy, i said "no thing's changing", the second time i got a boy i said "boys are suck,you have big mouth, bigger than crocodile's. Nightmare for wasting my time with you, jerk"

sounds stupid if i need boy now, after I've been hurt. I have boy FRIENDS but they have their own girls, so how about me when they are with their girls? lonely yeah LOL

sometimes i want to cry out loud if i see my sister with his boy on Saturday night, go out, have dinner, goodnight kiss forehead lol, what i do? do homework, if i remember lol

 I'm not sexy, I'm not tall enough, I'm not pretty, not elegant, and confusing.

i think people who are worse than me have their own boy,

so, WHY I CAN'T GET ONE?hmm (tawakal)

I think that every princess has her knight and my prince is still fighting to get me, I'm sure that one day he will come after he wins the fight.

He still in fight now i think :) good luck.

He is the one who will make me addicted to him, I just has to be patien. 

I am not alone, I am just lonely.

Loneliness is good when you want to cry, but when you cry

you will need someone to hug.

Don't ever ever want to be alone when you have people that love you around you

if you don't wanna get lonely like I do ;) 

That's How Your Life Has To Be

Sometimes when i just get something hard to do, i say 'Oh No!! Who can help me?'
Even when i don't try it yet. I don't have any encourage to solve it, to finish it, or to end it,
Maybe that's why i never do my work perfectly.  I'm scared of myself,that myself cannot make something good. It means that i don't have any confidence.

I can do it but i really don't wanna do it. It means that i'm scared.

Like a man who want to kill theirself because they are left by someone that they really love. It's not because of the death of people that leave them, but because they are scared to go on without them.

Like a boy, who is left by his girl he says ' I'm breathing because you're here' so when the girl leaves or die or whatever he wants to die too because he thinks that nothing he can do in this world without her.

Hey life must go on, throw your fear of everything think twice before you leave your life for unimportant thing, think twice before you feel unsure about something.

Every story has the end, but story life has the end to make the new story.

When it starts there will be an ending. But the ending is the way how to starts other stories.

That's why life has to go on ;)

what you start, it's what you have to end!!