Thursday, September 16, 2010

Loneliness ;(

i think that every girl are always waited by someone. but now, what am i doing? Am i waiting, or being waited?
I like nobody now, how about anybody? Is there anybody likes me? I don't think so. I want to have a lover, just one.
Not more than it (I'm not player). I used to think, am i normal? Of course i am, i like Martin Johnson and his other BLG's friends, i like Henry Lau, i like Ye sung too

But why i don't get any boyfriend?
am i too focus of school? LOL~i don't think so, i study, but i play and laugh at the same time ;P
Boys in my school, they are my type but I'm really not interested on them, kewl!

The first time i got a boy, i said "no thing's changing", the second time i got a boy i said "boys are suck,you have big mouth, bigger than crocodile's. Nightmare for wasting my time with you, jerk"
sounds stupid if i need boy now, after I've been hurt. I have boy FRIENDS but they have their own girls, so how about me when they are with their girls? lonely yeah LOL
sometimes i want to cry out loud if i see my sister with his boy on Saturday night, go out, have dinner, goodnight kiss forehead lol, what i do? do homework, if i remember lol


 I'm not sexy, I'm not tall enough, I'm not pretty, not elegant, and confusing.
i think people who are worse than me have their own boy,
so, WHY I CAN'T GET ONE?hmm (tawakal)

I think that every princess has her knight and my prince is still fighting to get me, I'm sure that one day he will come after he wins the fight.
He still in fight now i think :) good luck.
He is the one who will make me addicted to him, I just has to be patien. 

I am not alone, I am just lonely.
Loneliness is good when you want to cry, but when you cry
you will need someone to hug.
Don't ever ever want to be alone when you have people that love you around you
if you don't wanna get lonely like I do ;) 




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