Saturday, March 19, 2011

Experiences Make Growing Up

You've never felt pain until you've felt love.

You don't die from a broken heart.. you only wish you did.

I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

I just realized, it's so lonely being free.

Someday never really comes, does it?

No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.

You don't realize how much you care about someone until they don't care about you.

I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart.

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

You can't ever let go of all the feelings, But you need to let go of him.

The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them, knowing they don't love you back.

We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall for just one moment we had it all.

Love unreturned is like a question without an answer.

I would like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark, if no one knows you, no one cares and no one breaks your heart.

Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star - You know you'll never reach it but you just got to keep trying.

Love that remains longest in your heart is the one that is not returned

Tuesday, March 1, 2011


i just had a vacation to bali, the land in the middle of Indonesia Bali :)
these are pictures of me there that i have edited, sooooo beautiful land

Saturday, February 12, 2011

The Things While Growin' Up

What Have You Learned?

...that I like my teacher because she cries when we sing "Silent Night". Age 6
...that you can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. Age 7
...that when I wave to people in the country, they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9
...that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up. Age 13
...that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14
...that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15
...that silent company is often more healing than words of advice. Age 24
...that brushing my child's hair is one of life's great pleasures. Age 26
...that wherever I go, the worlds worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29
...that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 39
...that there are people who love you dearly but just don't know how to show it. Age 41
...that you can make someone's day by simply sending them a little card. Age 44
...that the greater a person's sense of guilt, the greater his need to cast blame on others. Age 46
...that children and grandparents are natural allies. Age 47
...that singing "Amazing Grace" can lift my spirits for hours. Age 49
...that motel mattresses are better on the side away from the phone. Age 50
...that you can tell a lot about a man by the way he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. Age 52
...that keeping a vegetable garden is worth a medicine cabinet full of pills. Age 52
...that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you miss them terribly after they die. Age 53
...that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. Age 58
...that if you want to do something positive for your children, try to improve your marriage. Age 61
...that life sometimes gives you a second chance. Age 62
...that you shouldn't go through life with a catchers mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. Age 64
...that if you pursue happiness it will elude you, but if you focus on your family, the needs of others, your work, meeting new people, and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. Age 65
...that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision. Age 66
...that everyone can use a prayer. Age 72
...that it pays to believe in miracles, and to tell the truth, I've seen several. Age 73
...that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. Age 82
...that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch-holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. Age 85
...that I still have a lot to learn. Age 92

after those 4 days
I just finally finnished
this one :)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

sparks of my heart

i never be sad for what was over, but i was happy that it was once with you
the hardest thing is knowing someone you need has to go and saying godbye
love needs hardwork, and sometimes workhard is hurting me. that's why i'm crying like a dummy
romantic is just an imagination, it's just illustration, i discover this truth at the end of a love affair or else when the sweet emotions of love lead us into marriage and then turn down their flames

and maybe this will end tomorrow 2 weeks or 4 months or maybe even 2 years from now but no matter when it ends I'll never regret any of it.
what did you do? you loved me to hate me...........................
it was so suck!!! it hurts the most when when actually you can't feel your heart breaking. but i can feel it, so sick
and? now what? you feel great? of course :''')
twice i feel this hurt, is my heart made to be broken? IS IT????!!!

Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
i thought you were different from others, but actually you can be found everywhere

what will you do? forget me? of course
hurt me? you're done with it
move on? go for it!!!!

I dont miss him,
I miss who I thought he was

Friday, January 28, 2011

GoodBye 14

i have broken up!
thank you for those 2 greatest months :)

if you wanted me to forget you,i'd rather that i lost all 

my memories

 in this world,if you wanted me to leave you ,i'd 

rather that i'm leaving

 this world also not goin to leave you

Friday, January 7, 2011


these are some pictures that i have edited before new year
if you think you won't like this post, just skip it :)

  there are still so many pictures that i have edited lol i juts wanna share but
if i post all the pictures here i will lost many reader
if they don't like lol

then um..
sorry it's kinda late
happy new year 2011


Wednesday, December 29, 2010

love has.. :)

love touches you once but lasts a life time so love forever , 
to love someone is much better than loving nobody. 
it does not matter when you find that love its when it finds you .
 god has created such an amazing thing as love which is so beautiful and no word can describe it can only be felt and touched by someone. 
never doubt love cause it will never fail you or let you down its how you express that love which matter and in what amount. 
so people who don't know what love is or never felt it not to worry cause it will come at least once or many in your lifetime . 
i have felt it and i know what love is it's an amazing thing specially when it happens to someone as amazing and special as i have the love off my life who I'm ready to do anything for anytime anywhere no matter what . and it's my one an only love which taught me so much about love , i can't stop loving you my love for you won't decrease or lesson only increase day by day forever till eternity . 
i love you I love you now and forever more , love the most of most of infinite most


It was you!

it was you that made me truly smile when we shared our first joke .

it was you that stuck out your hand and gave me an invisible poke

it was you that helped me realize all the person i could potentially be.

when i thought i was shrouded in darkness and could not see.

It was you that made me realize life was worth the time of living.

to cary on and to continue giving.

It was you that helped me through the hard times the good times and the thick and thin

every time i speak of you or here your lovely name i cant help but not grin

It was you that took my heart and gave it wings to fly.

so that you my cherish it and keep it in hopes that it will never die.

It was you that inspired me with these words to say.

so that you could carry my love with you throughout the day

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Black and White

 The sun never rises
And the moon is not bright
There's no color, there's no smile
There's no evil, there's no war
There's no reason to fight
This world is boring, only black and white
My mind wanders and longs for the lights
I turn up the tunes and colors take flight
The melodies spawn rainbows, destroying the nights
This world is no longer just black and white

Saturday, December 18, 2010


girl : you look so tired, are you sick?
boy : i just get cold (sneeze)
girl : where do you put your medicine?
boy : front of me
girl : on the desk?
boy : no, no. i said in front of me
girl : ....
boy : don't go
girl : eh?
boy : please
girl : hey, where did you put your medicine? your body temperature is high
boy : i feel so cold (cough) please don't go
girl : eh?
boy : i need you
girl : what's wrong with you?
boy : (pulled cover) hoof... it's so cold, please warm me up
girl : do you want some pouridge?
boy : no, i want you
girl : i think you should take a rest. okay i gotta go, take care.
boy : (stand, gain) no! please
girl : but, it's already late, just take care :)
boy : (hold girl's hand) can you just stay here and take care of me? i really need you
girl : haha don't kidding me (with her panic face)
boy : (hold her cheek, kiss her lips) i love you, stay here (whisper in hear)

inspired by : Rizky Suharyadi's blog